[It hurts a hell of a lot, even with how careful Steve is being, but he doesn't show it. For all the change to his expression and voice, Steve might as well not even be touching him.]

You're chasing a goddamn dead man, Steve.

[It's so frustrating, so touching. It makes him angry and want to cry at the same time.]

All of those memories that make it so Bucky Barnes can't be replaced, I don't have them. I can't be that guy.